Andrew Stopps had a stroke in November 2021, which was unexpected as he had no prior symptoms. He had previously been treated for a brain tumor in 2005 with radiation, which only resulted in right-side deafness.
Highlights:
01:11 Introduction
03:37 Battling a Tumor with Radiation
05:16 The Initial Stroke Symptoms
13:09 Using Your Hand To Develop New Neural Pathways
19:44 The Pseudobulbar Affect And Inappropriate Laughing
31:00 Andrew’s Identity As A Musician Is Challenged
37:47 Treating Yourself Like A Child After A Stroke
48:17 Andrew’s Continued Recovery From His Stroke
1:02:01 Meditation And Hyperbaric Chambers
Transcription:
Andrew Stopps 0:00
I was frustrated by the lack of movement or the lack of not being able to do things as quickly. But I saw it more as a brain reset is like my brain was reset to a childhood time. For example, when my speech started to return, I had a really, really clear British accent.
Andrew Stopps 0:31
And my first five years of life in the UK, so that’s what I had as a really small child. And suddenly I was speaking with this British accent again, to the speech therapist. And it wasn’t till weeks later that my old Australian accent returned.
Intro 0:58
This is the recovery after stroke podcast, with Bill Gasiamis, helping you navigate recovery after stroke.
Introduction
Bill Gasiamis 1:11
Hello, and welcome once again to the recovery after stroke podcast. This is episode 241. And my guest today is Andrew stops, who recovered from a brain tumor and also experienced an ischemic stroke in 2021. Andrew stops, welcome to the podcast.
Andrew Stopps 1:29
Thank you very much for having me. It’s an honor to be here.
Bill Gasiamis 1:32
Yeah. Thank you. Tell me a little bit about what happened to you, Andrew.
Andrew Stopps 1:37
Well, I had my stroke in November 2021. So but it wasn’t the first brain injury I’ve had. I had a brain tumor before that back in 2005. And I was treated with radiation for that. And I didn’t really have any after-effects other than right-side deafness. And then 2021, I had the stroke and it was a such a surprise. Because it literally came out of nowhere.
Bill Gasiamis 2:14
How old were you?
Andrew Stopps 2:16
47.
Bill Gasiamis 2:18
And how old were you when you had the brain tumor?
Andrew Stopps 2:22
2005. In my 20s somewhere.
Bill Gasiamis 2:31
In your 20s that will do man. So in your 20s, that’s pretty full on right to get that kind of diagnosis, you’re probably at the peak of energy running around doing all sorts of stuff.
Andrew Stopps 2:49
Yeah and then kind of like the tumor that I had was an acoustic neuroma. So it’s a slow-growing tumor. But mine was atypical as it was growing really fast. But it doesn’t give you any side effects early on, so you don’t even know you’ve got it. The reason I knew I had it is that one day I just woke up and half my face was paralyzed. And that sort of led to scans and they saw the tumor. Really close to my brainstem, like touching my brainstem. And so something had to be done straight away. So they radiated my head.
Battling a Tumor with Radiation
Bill Gasiamis 3:37
I’m smiling because that sounds really intense. Was it intense? Radiating your head?
Andrew Stopps 3:45
Yeah. Because your head’s in a cage, they make a mold, and they put your head in a cage, and for five days straight, they shoot, radiation through different points in your head, that all converge on the tumor. And I chose that route to go because it has the least side effects afterward. If I had it operated on and cut out, it probably would have left my face paralyzed and I’d have had no chance of getting my hearing back ever. And being as a musician. I want that. You know, I want that possibility.
Bill Gasiamis 4:25
I hear okay. So it was successful treatment?
Andrew Stopps 4:29
Yes, yes. It didn’t really save my hearing. The tumor grew too fast. And it was growing at the auditory nerve. So it damaged a nerve too much. But it stopped the tumor and yeah, and it killed it basically in my head. So yeah, I just got on with life and what I had to do.
Bill Gasiamis 4:52
Excellent. So there was no deficits or anything like that.
Andrew Stopps 4:55
Oh, except for the deafness. That’s all. My face returned to normal. And I thought that’s it. I’ve done the brain stuff now. It’s, you know, I can get on with life. And it wasn’t to be wasn’t not to be.
Bill Gasiamis 5:11
How did the ischemic stroke come to happen?
Andrew Stopps Initial Stroke Symptoms
Andrew Stopps 5:16
So it happened on a Saturday morning in November 2021. And I woke up about 6:30. And immediately felt strange, I immediately felt off balance. And I thought, Ah, I have some balance problems from the revenue from the tumor. So I thought it was just that I’m just tired.
Andrew Stopps 5:40
So I went downstairs, and I started making myself a coffee. And I went to grab the handle of the cupboard with my right hand. And I couldn’t, I kept missing, I couldn’t seem to find the handle. And I thought, wow, this is really weird. I must be really tired.
Andrew Stopps 5:59
So basically, got the cupboard open, got a cup out, tried to make myself a coffee, and I was missing, I just could not. My hand couldn’t find objects I could still grab, but I couldn’t, I couldn’t physically find them in that space. And after about five minutes of this happening, I thought, Now something’s really wrong. Like, I didn’t think stroke at that point.
Andrew Stopps 6:27
I went and work my partner and my husband up. Because I, like this is this was too weird, like, you know, and I went to say, something’s going on. And I couldn’t, I mumbled. And at that moment, we knew get to the hospital now, let’s go. So we went straight to the hospital. And, and they took me through and it was a TIA.
Andrew Stopps 6:57
So it resolved. So I was laying there and all the, like everything resolved, and I was back to normal. And so the hospital was discharging me. And just as they were filling out the forms, and the doctor was with me, she said, Look, just one more test, just touch my finger, touch your nose.
Andrew Stopps 7:16
And so I did that and went, my arm was really heavy. And said do it again. And I was getting lower and lower and lower. And that’s the big stroke happened right in front of the router.
Bill Gasiamis 7:29
Wow so of a bit of good luck in a really shitty situation. And then do you remember what happened after that? Or are you admitted?
Andrew Stopps 7:42
I remember bits and pieces. So I remember. I remember thinking the whole time. This is very interesting. Like I wasn’t scared, it was I was just dispassionately observing what was happening to a body. I remember my arm getting heavier and heavier and heavier until I couldn’t lift it anymore.
Andrew Stopps 8:04
And I didn’t so much get processed to the leg. But But I lost, my foot just flopped. And my speech became really, you know, like incoherent. And I just remember being well to get to a CT scan MRI, and then I was up in critical care. And it was up in critical care actually, there’s this sort of a blank spot on my memory going from emergency up to critical care.
Andrew Stopps 8:33
But I remember being up there. And I think that was when it hit me and I just like burst into tears and just sobbed like for ages about what had happened. And then after that I’m sleeping. I was so tired. I couldn’t keep my eyes open and I remember sleeping for hours and hours.
Bill Gasiamis 9:00
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Bill Gasiamis 11:11
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Andrew Stopps 11:34
No, no. And even even now, I saw the specialist about three weeks ago and and he said, Look, it’s probably a good thing. We don’t know what caused it because that we that usually has the best prognosis. So I thought, well, if
Bill Gasiamis 11:52
you have a love, and we don’t know what caused that, look, maybe it won’t ever happen again. So why not just go with it for now. But the thing about it is you had this experience in your 20s I’ve done the calculation, I reckon you’re 27. And then, when you’ve had this experience, are you comparing the two? What are you doing about your previous experience? How is that playing a role in your current situation?
Andrew Stopps 12:23
Um, yeah, well, yes, it it does it as much as my attitude towards it was, was the same as like, oh, here we go again. And, and the first one, the prognosis was really bad if I didn’t have have something done. So it’s just kind of here we go again, you know,
Bill Gasiamis 12:49
is that here we go again, from like a, probably this. This is something that we’re gonna get through overcome, or Here we go. This is bad, not good.
Using Your Hand To Develop New Neural Pathways
Andrew Stopps 13:00
No, it’s we’re gonna become like literally, I mean, you know, Saturday had the stroke. Monday morning. I was moved to a ward and I was just like, right? What do I have to do? What I have to do to get better. And, you know, physio started that day, rehab started that day. And I was just determined to, to get functioning again, from literally the get go, like I was really determined.
Bill Gasiamis 13:30
Yeah. Sounds like it, I like it. I like it.
Andrew Stopps 13:36
It’s funny that because they don’t tell you a lot of things I’ve learned so much by by researching myself, finding exercise for myself, finding stuff, rehab stuff that specific to what I wanted to do. And, you know, and being a trained musician, like, I had an insight to my body’s musculature and breathing and and the way I learn, so I was able to sort of build on that to help with the recovery.
Andrew Stopps 14:06
Even with the hand like that. I mean, you can see this my deficit hand. Yeah. So I’ve, you know, getting back the movement in that. And I’ve been using this device. It’s a little practicing device used to practice and a brass instrument when I can, I’m using it to isolate my fingers. Samples, strengthen them. So
Bill Gasiamis 14:31
I’ve seen an improvement and notice the difference between when you started and now.
Andrew Stopps 14:36
Oh my god, yes. Oh, yes. Because spring is like, for the first six weeks, I had nothing in my arm there was it was just dead mess on the side of my body. Like um, so, I mean, I can use it, you know, almost normally I can’t write yet. I can’t pinch it because of my thumb, sort of pinch to the side.
Andrew Stopps 14:57
But other than that, I can pick stuff up in I like, yeah. I can not for very long. I mean, I mostly use my left hands type. My right hand, does type of my fingers get tired? Yeah. But I tried to incorporate my right hand, like, in everything that I do. So whatever I’m doing, I make sure my right hand is doing some part of that task. So I’m not, you know, it’s not getting a practice on us.
Bill Gasiamis 15:30
Even the Yeah, let’s actually repeat that, because that’s a really important point you just made. So why are you including your hand in everything that you do?
Andrew Stopps 15:42
So that I’m not developing practice for your practice, or non use? Yeah, non use. So
Bill Gasiamis 15:50
it’s kind of Neuroplasticity in a negative way, it’s the opposite of using your hand to practice something, so that you can get create new neural pathways in your brain. And then yeah, working, it’s the opposite of that. It’s like, if you, if you’re not using it, there could be two reasons why somebody don’t doesn’t get movement back in one of their limbs, specifically a handful for this example.
Bill Gasiamis 16:15
One of the reasons is that there was a stroke, and the pathway is no longer there, or has been interrupted with or has been inflamed or there’s something wrong with the pathway that tells the hand to move from the brain, there’s a connection issue.
Bill Gasiamis 16:27
And the other one is where the head because of that connection issue at the beginning, is excluded from being used. And then it develops the pathways for non use. So no new car, it doesn’t actually then work. Not because it’s damaged, it may have healed, but it hasn’t been used. So the practice is gone. And then it’s the whole user loser routine.
Andrew Stopps 16:55
Yeah, definitely. Definitely. And I was aware of that, from really early on. And it was really important to me to get my arm moving. And I remember, like, you get six weeks, like rehab at home rehab, here in New Zealand, from you know, when you’re discharged. And so, for that six weeks, yeah, we weren’t getting very much moved.
Andrew Stopps 17:24
And at all, I had to look headed a little bit, but not much. And then I found that if I if I yawned and when you’re, you know, you automatically stretch. Well, if I was in a laying position, and I did that, my arm would lift up, but you know, as involuntary movement and so I worked with that, I, I kept doing that until I could lift up standing and do that. And gradually my movement came back. So but it all started from like the involuntary movement.
Bill Gasiamis 18:01
If I’m in bed, and yawn, and stretch and do those big morning stretches, like you said, my left leg I could cramps in my left leg. It goes from okay to cramping. I bloody annoys me because I love waking up in the morning. And during that stretch, it’s kind of get gets things going. And my left calf will go into spasm.
Andrew Stopps 18:24
Actually, I was one I was right. So deficit, I get that too. If I stretch my left and my right leg out. In bed in the morning, I get really bad, really bad cramp like it’s
Bill Gasiamis 18:40
so hard to reset it and to get the cramp to stop. It’s like, I’ve never had cramps before. And I understand now what happens when people suffer from cramps all the time. But that pain point pinpoint pain in that one spot in the muscle that just goes deeper than the depth of the earth. I know. Unbelievable. How do they do that? I mean, how do they do that? How does it do that?
Andrew Stopps 19:08
And yeah, I know and like I just tried to try to move your foot to stretch out the cramp is excruciating. Yeah, I’m, I try really hard not to stretch my legs in the morning. Because it’s not worth it. It’s not worth the pain. So
Bill Gasiamis 19:28
if anyone else goes through that, if people are watching and listening, and they do go through there, let me know in the comments, or yeah, just let me know. I’d love to know if that happens. I didn’t think that you were gonna say are you that happens to me too. I had no idea you were gonna say that. I thought that was just me. But good. Just goes to show.
The Pseudobulbar Affect And Inappropriate Laughing
Andrew Stopps 19:45
The other thing that I found interesting is that sometimes my right foot, there’ll be like a nerve bias and my foot just twitches like totally right randomly. And it feels almost like someone’s putting a feather or something on my button and my foots, like ticklish on the Yeah, it, it just happens like at random times.
Andrew Stopps 20:15
Yeah, that’s that’s been really weird as well that, that and, and my diaphragm muscles on my right side Twitch if I if I get very emotional so if someone says something and I have an emotional reaction, the old pre stroke Andrew normally kept really stuck. But the post stroke Andrew I get this emotional Twitch that almost comes out like a laugh.
Andrew Stopps 20:46
And that could be like, it could be someone’s told me something really sad or or anything. But I like immediately, like lead out this laugh which is not meant to be like it’s not it’s not a funny laugh at all. It’s my diaphragm twitching that’s been embarrassing at times and, and interesting as well.
Bill Gasiamis 21:10
All right. Have you heard of the pseudobulbar affect?
Andrew Stopps 21:15
Yeah, I think I have that remind me
Bill Gasiamis 21:19
pseudobulbar affect It’s a condition that happens to people who have neurological injuries like strokes. And I had had the symptoms of it. For me Sheila bye bye effect caused crying, uncontrollable client crying in inappropriate moments.
Bill Gasiamis 21:35
And what I learned after I discovered that it was about inappropriate crying, which is very common for stroke survivors also learned that there’s another version of it inappropriate laughing in, in moments, such as funerals, and you know, really non appropriate places like that.
Andrew Stopps 21:58
Yep, yep, that’s, I can relate to it. And also because, like this side of my face, wasn’t really affected too much by the stroke, just my tongue and and like sort of around my mouth. But I’ll break into a smile. uncontrollably, which sometimes is great. But sometimes it’s really inappropriate. And I just have to like, you know, cover my face.
Bill Gasiamis 22:24
Yeah. Yeah. And pretend you’re not smiling. Interesting. Is there something that you wish they did for you or told you in hospital during your stay, so that that would make your time at home better?
Andrew Stopps 22:46
Lots of things. Lots of things. Got where to start. I mean, you know, I can’t complain about the care I had in hospital. But the doctors just talk about, you know, neurological medical things. And don’t talk to you about all the other stuff they experience.
Andrew Stopps 23:11
When you’ve had a stroke, like, you know, like you were saying about inappropriate crying, I found, especially in the first six months, that if something moved me, it wouldn’t move me to tears like immediately, and I’ll be bawling. And the same with, you know, the opposite if something made me to laugh. I’ll be laughing hysterically. Like I’d be at the extremes of the Rangers. There was no subtlety.
Intro 23:37
If you’ve had a stroke, and you’re in recovery, you’ll know what a scary and confusing time it can be, you’re likely to have a lot of questions going through your mind. Like how long will it take to recover? Will I actually recover? What things should I avoid? In case I’ll make matters worse, doctors will explain things that obviously, you’ve never had a stroke before, you probably don’t know what questions to ask.
Intro 24:03
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Intro 24:21
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Andrew Stopps 24:41
That was kind of scary because I thought oh god I don’t want to be like this for the rest of my life. This is you know is too much. Thing about practicing you know my rehab and doing the rehab, I found that I, when discovered exercises and myself, because I wasn’t being told or given guidance in that area, I just found I really had to be self reliant in as much as is my recovery went.
Bill Gasiamis 25:27
Self motivated and taking the responsibility for that path of your recovery, and kind of leading the charge, is that what it was like?
Andrew Stopps 25:37
Yeah, I mean, the rehab team, in the first six weeks, sent me some goals of what they wanted me to do, like, you know, we’ve got a two story house and one of the goals was to be able to go up the stairs. And things like, you know, being able to shower and drama self being able to be in the kitchen and butter bread.
Andrew Stopps 26:01
And so all those things, were mine, I had those goals, I just practice and practice them. And, you know, by the time they come the next week, I was able to do them all. But they weren’t. They weren’t giving me things that were just things to help me, you know, with the big things in life, they weren’t other things I needed to, you know, fully recover, there were just things I needed to get by.
Bill Gasiamis 26:25
So tell me, what about what were some of those things you needed to fully recover as in? Well, knowing that now, you probably didn’t leave hospital, saying in your head, I’m going to need all these things. You got home? And then you thought, Oh, what about this? And then you thought, Oh, what about that? Do you know, what those things are now? would you be able to tell us?
Andrew Stopps 26:48
just thinks like, Okay, well, I can I can, you know, they’ve taught me how to butter bread with my left hand. But how am I going to teach my right.
Bill Gasiamis 27:00
Okay, the right hand, which is the
Andrew Stopps 27:02
straight effective side? Yeah. So now we’re teaching, they were giving me lots of things. And lots of exercises to do that were sort of replacing my the deficit side, rather than teaching it. And I knew already then, that if I didn’t use the site, it would be neglected, and we’d learn non use.
Andrew Stopps 27:29
So rather than teaching me to bother with my left hand, which was really good, initially, like, early on, when I had no when I couldn’t hold a knife. I had. They weren’t around when I needed to learn how to do it, and learning how to hold a pen again. I remember, the one thing I did, just before I left the hospital on the morning of the stroke is in the kitchen was a scrap piece of paper was a piece of paper, and a wrote on the paper with my right hand, I m address drops.
Andrew Stopps 28:03
And it’s the last thing I wrote before I lost the use of the hand. And it’s it’s really interesting. I wrote there because I was sort of, like, asserting my identity or, or saying, you know, this is who I am, is I’ve got to remind myself who I am. I don’t know why I did that. It’s very strange.
Bill Gasiamis 28:27
It is very strange. That’s extremely strange. Now, I love that you did it. I made your stops you came home? Did it mean anything to you? When you saw it? When you saw it again? What did you see it again? And we
Andrew Stopps 28:41
had the really powerful effect because when I got back, I saw it. I thought I’m not Andrew stops now. I am something new, someone new? I’m not the same person who wrote this, that piece of paper. And and, you know, I’ve, especially the last six months, I’ve really been working on what is my identity and what is self identity? And, and what it all means and not get too caught up in what I’ve lost.
Bill Gasiamis 29:20
Yes. Let’s describe. That’s, that’s, that’s, let’s talk about that. So out of curiosity, how would you have described yourself before the stroke, okay. And the example is, you know, I’ll do mine. I’m, I’m Bill, I’m a father of two, and my husband go to work. I have, I enjoy sport. I ride a bike, those types of things.
Bill Gasiamis 29:46
That’s how I would have. That’s how I’m doing it now. 10 years later, I don’t know what I would have done 10 years ago, but that’s how I would describe it now. So your stroke was a little bit more recent. So I’m curious. Do you know how you describe I’ve just after somebody who asked you, who is Andrew stops a couple years ago? Yeah,
Andrew Stopps 30:05
yeah. So, musician, composer, educator, husband, brother. I like riding bikes, too. Yeah, those but particularly musician and educator were like,
Bill Gasiamis 30:23
the biggest part the most broadest part. Yeah. Or the most, the most, the part that you identified with the most, yeah, but there seems to be some broad, a little bit of broadness to your identity, you all these other things while you are a musician, right? So, when you came home, how did how would you have described yourself then?
Andrew Stopps Identity As A Musician Is Challenged
Andrew Stopps 30:48
Initially, when I came home, and I saw that piece of paper, I thought, I am not that Andrew stops anymore, but it was so so overwhelmingly painful. I didn’t, I left it. And I just focused on, like, trying to claw back, the person that I was, now. I really did some exploration, especially over New Years and years, it really struck me the most, because every year of my life, the New Year, I knew what was coming up, you know.
Andrew Stopps 31:28
And there were no surprises, like I knew what this year was gonna was gonna bring. And this year, for the first time of my life, I didn’t know. I didn’t know like, even last year was was going to be recovery. So last year, I knew what it was, this year, I had no idea. And I got really, really scared and really depressed.
Andrew Stopps 31:51
And I start to think about my who, who I am, and identity. And I thought about I must have had a time of my life, when I didn’t have a very strong identity, like, oh, any at all, when I wasn’t a musician or an educator. So I thought back, and I can remember a time when I was 18 months old. And my dad was holding me up in his arms.
Andrew Stopps 32:23
And I remember him, me saying to him, Dad, can I have a brother? And Dad said, I’ll talk to him. We’ll see what we can do. I can remember so vividly, and I’ve had a 10 month old. Yeah. And I had to be 18 months old.
Bill Gasiamis 32:40
You didn’t speak any words? Or were you speaking?
Andrew Stopps 32:43
I can speak them. Yeah, I can speak at 18 months.
Bill Gasiamis 32:46
And you said you wanted a brother? Yeah,
Andrew Stopps 32:48
I got one. So I was I was really, it’s but I remember that had like that memory so vividly. And I thought to myself, Okay, who was I then? Like, if I see, if I looked through the eyes of the 18 month old me, what did I see? And I saw potential. And I thought that’s who I am. I’m potential. And as soon as I realized that, I stopped stressing about who is Andrew stops? Okay,
Bill Gasiamis 33:21
I love it. So let’s go back for one second. You’re a musician before the stroke, the stroke, you don’t cease to be a musician? Do you feel like you have ceased to be a musician at that moment? Because it’s not true that just because you can’t hold your favorite instrument that you’re no longer a musician. So how does that impact you? Like what’s happening there at that moment? How does that identity become challenged?
Andrew Stopps 33:58
Not being able to play my instruments is is hard. Because I had them me in this room here. I have like a keyboard over there and clarinet down there. And I can twiddle around with my left hand on them. But you know. Yeah, like, I can’t play them anywhere near near like you’re used to. I can compose those still. But yeah, it’s it’s
Bill Gasiamis 34:28
just because you can’t play Does that mean you’re no longer a musician?
Andrew Stopps 34:35
No, no, it doesn’t. Because everything’s there. Everything’s in my head. I still know how to play. I just my right hand just feels like it’s in molasses.
Bill Gasiamis 34:48
So feels like it’s in molasses. Yeah. I love it. Yeah. Great explanation.
Andrew Stopps 34:54
It’s just in the thick Yeah, something The same. And I mean, I’ve held my clarinet with and and move my fingers on, on my right hand, but they’re, they’re really slow. I mean, I’m grateful that I can especially after what 14 months, you know, I’m so grateful that I can move my fingers independently, but they’re just slow. So I guess, you know, I’m still a musician, but I’m just now a non practicing musician. I guess that’s what it is,
Bill Gasiamis 35:34
like a lot of Christians or Catholics? Yep. We still identify as whatever we are. But, you know, like this anymore or whatever? Yeah. Okay, I hear. All right. So that’s the thing. I’ve been doing how? And I’ve been, in my own mind trying to work out. What is the thing that morning that people mourn? And I don’t know, I don’t speak for everybody.
Bill Gasiamis 36:02
But I’ll speak for myself. So I’m wondering that question. So it’s something that I’ve been thinking about the last few months, particularly. And I’m not sure where I heard it. But I think somewhere what I heard was that people mourn the potential that they are, they cannot any longer achieve. And that potential is what they mourn.
Bill Gasiamis 36:30
And when I think about me, there’s definitely no morning of my past self, like the self that was totally physically able to play sport, for example, or to ride a bike without feeling the left side, go all stiff, and, and all that sort of stuff. I didn’t mourn, having to change the way that I worked, because I was working really terribly.
Bill Gasiamis 36:57
And in an in an unhealthy way. I didn’t mind my personality, or, because that was not really the best kind of me that I could be that I was mourning the potential that I wasn’t going to achieve or stuff that perhaps now that I’ve had the stroke, I’m not going to be able to do because my brain, for example, doesn’t work the same way that it used to never.
Treating Yourself Like A Child After A Stroke and Hearing Loss
Bill Gasiamis 37:27
And I felt at the beginning of that perhaps it’s not going to come back and be a brain that can support stuff like an audio, podcast, or stuff, like writing a book or anything. And I didn’t know what was going to be possible either. So I felt like I was mourning loss potential in the future. Yep. I don’t know if that resonates with you. Did you have any of those types of feelings or thoughts?
Andrew Stopps 37:55
It’s funny I did the morning after the brain tumor when I lost my hearing, okay, so when this happened, I I didn’t so much more than the loss potential. I I was frustrated by the lack of movement, or the lack of not being able to do things as quickly, but I saw it more as a brain reset is like, my brain was reset to a childhood time. For example, when my speech started to return, I had a really, really clear British accent.
Andrew Stopps 38:46
And my first five years of life in the UK, so that’s what I had as a as a really small child. And suddenly I was speaking with this British accent again, when to the speech therapist. And it wasn’t till you know, weeks, weeks later that my old Australian accent returned, because as I grew up in Australia, I just moved here, like 14 years ago.
Andrew Stopps 39:15
So Right? Yeah, so a sound and everything else, like, you know, how my emotions were affected, like I respond, like a child does with, you know, how little kids can’t control their emotions, they’re crying or they’re laughing or I’m responding the same way. The sensory overload you get is like a child or like a toddler, you know?
Andrew Stopps 39:44
And so I’m exposing myself gradually to more sensory stimulus to try to get used to it again, even to the point where now I’ve I’ve found on YouTube that background sounds of a pub With all that noise and and I just listened to it through headphones just to get myself used to this the sensory input, because it’s really tiring, that much noise going into your heart after you’ve had a stroke, and I’m finding that I’m, yeah, I’m filling myself like, or training, what’s happened up the stroke like it like a child, and teaching again how to do things, how to write, you know,
Bill Gasiamis 40:31
I really liked that approach, it’s probably the most. Because when you’re a child, you got the most potential ahead of you, and you can, you’re, you’re not going to stop a child, regardless of what happened to their child to reach its potential. Because that child had an injury or something unfortunate happen when it was early on, it’s gonna go for that recovery.
Bill Gasiamis 40:55
And it doesn’t even really know it, it’s just instinct is going, Well, my friends are playing, I’m going to play all my friends are doing this, I’m going to do this. So I love that idea of treating yourself like a child in that you’re going to give yourself all the space, I imagined that a child needs to just go through the motions, terrible at something early stage and then see the improvement and then focus on where you’ve come rather than what you’re lacking.
Andrew Stopps 41:24
Yeah. And, you know, one thing, one of my rehab people said to me early on, when I was having home rehab, is I would get really angry and frustrated with myself, I couldn’t move my arm. And she said, Look, your anger is what’s stopping you from moving it. You got to be patient with yourself.
Andrew Stopps 41:46
And that’s when I started realizing that, like, my brain has had a factory reset. And I have, I have a half of me now as a child, like a small child, and I had to treat it like that. I treat myself like, it’s a small child that patience and love. And, you know, and I think, you know, for the most part, it’s worked. I mean, I still get frustrated at some things.
Andrew Stopps 42:14
But nowhere near like, I used to log I used to have put stamping, you know, screaming tantrums, like a two year old. Because I you know, I dropped something right? You know, I was clumsy. It was almost funny. You know, the way it was?
Bill Gasiamis 42:31
We can be our own worst enemies for sure. In that way in, in, we can put the most pressure on ourselves and anybody? Oh, God. Yes. Yeah. But it’s why you have awareness of it now. So that’s great. So you know, the pub sound that you put in the background? Have you therefore because of the sensory overload? Because I did this avoided going into public places?
Andrew Stopps 42:54
Yep. Yep. And my husband has been really good with knowing how far to push me and knowing when I’m overloaded, he’s, he’s got really good sense of it. And so and knowing when I just want to be lazy, so if I’m just being lazy, who pushed me to do something, and so we’ve gone to cafes and restaurants and, and been there and and when he sees me starting to fade, he knows I’ve reached my overload point. And we just go.
Andrew Stopps 43:30
And it’s been really good, because I’ve been able to extend the time I could spend in those places. And I’m, and Monday nights this Monday, I’m doing something new. So I’m, I’ve just rolled in a postgraduate composition program. And the the lecturers and the students are meeting in a pub for a pre lecture, pre lectures, drinks, and meet and greet.
Andrew Stopps 43:59
And I wasn’t in the gut first, I thought, now I’m going to try this out. I’m going to I’m going to go for as long as I can, you know, handle it for and and see what happens. So yeah, so Monday, I’m going to rock along to this pub and see if I can stand it. Yeah. I mean, they know I’ve had a stroke. So if I have to go, just go.
Bill Gasiamis 44:18
Yeah, I think I think that’s a great thing to do. I stopped saying no, and then I started going, and then we would just leave earlier. A lot of our parties that we went to during that time, family birthdays, things like that. For me, that would have ended at nine o’clock or 930. We just had to go ahead to go and we went home. And then as the years went on, and the recovery continued. I found myself being able to be there a little longer, a little longer.
Bill Gasiamis 44:49
Yep. But I remember and I’ve even done the one to three o’clock in the morning from time to time, but last Friday, so a couple of days ago today Are we recording on Sunday morning are windy up, and it was really hot in Melbourne. And I think I was dehydrated. Because I remember really struggling by about 1130 To get back to the car, as in, I was walking fine and I got there. But I remember really not being able to feel my left leg and my foot underneath.
Bill Gasiamis 45:20
So I had to pay attention to walking, which is something I haven’t done for a while, like really pay attention to make sure. And then I could really feel my balance was out. So most of my time now is really great in that my deficits don’t get in the way, I don’t notice them too much.
Bill Gasiamis 45:39
Especially when I’m walking in this friends and we’re chatting, you don’t notice them, I just keep walking. Whereas this time, in our conversations that we’re having, while we’re walking, I had to really pay attention and notice where my foot was. Now, I haven’t done that for a while. And that kind of took me back a few years to when I first got out of hospital after brain surgery where I had to where we were at, we were at a event and there was a dance floor.
Bill Gasiamis 46:07
And there was necessary for people to get up and going dance at a certain point in the in the Proceedings of the night. And I was on the dance floor. But I wasn’t dancing. I was standing there just moving, paying a debt looking down and paying attention to my leg and moving it strategically around the place.
Bill Gasiamis 46:30
I don’t roll an ankle or do some damage in that moment. Yeah, whatever. Yeah. So it’s it gets it gets for me, it gets better and better and better and better. And then every once in a while there’s that reminder of this is how far you’ve come like this is what it was, like, X amount of years ago.
Bill Gasiamis 46:55
And that’s usually because I’ve done something to neglect my self that day, whether I haven’t slept enough the night before, or whether I’ve eaten something I shouldn’t have, or whether I I’ve haven’t deep, I haven’t drank enough water.
Bill Gasiamis 47:13
Something I’ve done has impacted that in a negative way. And that’s kind of the part where I get in my own way unknowingly. And then I’ve got to have a little bit of a reminder, and a bit of reminder, the reset and then it’s like okay, focus again.
Andrew Stopps 47:28
So, so two things come out that I need to ask you, firstly, are you less tolerant to heat now says since
Bill Gasiamis 47:37
Yeah, yeah, but only on half. So half my side. Really? Yeah. So my left side is the only part that’s less tolerant I love the hate Bill loves the hate my left side. doesn’t do too well with it kind of shuts down quicker. It gets fatigue, hate hate fatigue quicker. Yes. Yes.
Bill Gasiamis 47:59
And also the cold. So the cold Yes. Oh my god, which I really dislike build dislikes it. My left hand side dislikes that even more than build dislike, so we hate the cold together. We don’t mind. But the heat fatigues me quicker. Yeah.
Andrew’s Continued Recovery From His Stroke And Hearing Loss
Andrew Stopps 48:17
Yeah, I mean, New Zealand’s not known for its heat. And I’m in Wellington. Sorry, it’s even less so. But um, a few weeks ago, we were having timber stopped me 30 Which is really hot for here. And I just found it was wiping me out like, totally, I was getting, like heat fatigue so quickly.
Andrew Stopps 48:38
And I was like basically laying up in front of an air conditioner with a winter coat back on my head because I could not function. And I was really surprised that I was that affected by the heat.
Bill Gasiamis 48:50
Early on, I was that affected as well. So as things have improved, and time has passed, and I’ve become more resilient to it, but early on, it was like that, even though I was enjoying being in the heat. I still was protected by and couldn’t participate for example at the beach in the same way that I would normally have participated before the stroke. So now for me the beach, I’ve got to be covered otherwise I don’t want to be there by an umbrella or a tree or in the shed and before that wasn’t essential that wasn’t necessary.
Andrew Stopps 49:26
Yeah, yeah. Yeah, the same with me because in Andrews the same Andrew love the heat, especially, you know, growing up in Adelaide is less like you know, nice and
Bill Gasiamis 49:38
the Adelaide weather a couple of days later, right. So yeah, yeah, you know exactly what I’m talking about.
Andrew Stopps 49:44
I totally and yeah, now like, you know, I wouldn’t go back to Adelaide for a holiday in the summer because we’re not Not at the moment anyway, because it would just destroy me I couldn’t function. But But the other thing that I was going to ask or mentioned And from what you said, was your continued recovery.
Andrew Stopps 50:04
So it’s been 10 years, and you’re still recovering, I was told that my recovery would finish at six months. That’s a lot of bullshit. Yep. And so I was racing and panicking to get as much recovery in six months, I could have a pulley where I rented a hyperbaric chamber for three months.
Bill Gasiamis 50:27
Excellent. Well, we’re going to talk about that a little bit as well, you’re going to tell me about that. But let me just go back for a second guy. There’s no such thing as recovery for six weeks, six months or whatever, and it stops, it does never stop. I’m always doing things to try and improve my deficits.
Bill Gasiamis 50:45
And to try and be better than I was the day before, always has never started. And some days, that means doing nothing, that means actually going, You know what, today, you have to do nothing. Because if you go too far, today, you’re going to be screwed for the next two or three days. And there’s no point doing that.
Bill Gasiamis 51:03
So I get into that stage, every so often. But the amount of times I find myself there has reduced, and the time between the last time in this time, has grown apart. So that’s why you, you experience you experience all these things, but in lower, what’s the word like it’s lower, I’m going to use the word volume at a lower volume at a lower level.
Bill Gasiamis 51:29
So I get the reminders of what it was like, in 2014, when I had surgery and what it was like in 2012. But when I had the first blade, but it’s not as dramatic and as intense as it was back then. It’s just a more milder version. Yeah, I just, if I if I don’t take recovery, if I don’t consider myself still in recovery.
Bill Gasiamis 51:58
And I go back to doing some of the behaviors or the habits or the patterns that I was in. Before my whole situation started 10 years ago, I’m going to suffer really, really badly, because of it that I had back then was resilient, enough more resilient, to deal with all the junk that I was doing to it.
Bill Gasiamis 52:19
Right now. It’s not going to cope, I’m going to suffer dramatically. If I go back to those old routines and old ways of being myself and doing myself and you know, treating myself, it’s not going to work. So yeah,
Andrew Stopps 52:35
it’s it’s interesting, I pride to to ponder on why doctors or physios insist on telling people that they will see the most gains in six months, and then not to expect anything or very little after that. And, you know, I think maybe the trying to give people false hope, or maybe because a lot of the people that they do see sort of aren’t as motivated, or just
Bill Gasiamis 53:04
there is a technical reason and actual reason in the brain that happens. So there’s that. Now for people who are listening, I’m gesturing with my hands, and you can’t see it, but I’m going to try and explain it at the same time. So there’s the area of the brain that was damaged the damaged spot, and then there’s the area around that, that has been impacted, but not damaged by the stroke.
Bill Gasiamis 53:29
So it’s kind of like it’s like a target on a bullseye. So there’s the bullseye where the area has been damaged. And there’s the next ring out. That next ring is called the penumbra. And usually, it is damaged, it is impacted and kind of put to sleep. But then, when the penumbra comes back online, people see the most gains. That’s where the gains come.
Bill Gasiamis 53:57
That comes back online far quicker. Because as the stroke quality ischemic stroke or the hemorrhagic stroke is dealt with in the actual location where it happened. Even though the brain cells around there would be dead and not firing the way they were the area around it, The Penumbra is going to be just negatively impacted. And then it’s going to start settling down. And then as it settles down, you see the most gains.
Bill Gasiamis 54:29
So they go after a lot of recovery during that time. And they know that they can encourage recovery because they know they’re going to benefit from the penumbra coming back on board. Right so that’s why they say that they don’t have a good way of describing it. And they don’t explain it properly. And they don’t even tell Yeah, yeah. And and then there is a combination. I will also not set the expectations too high, because we don’t want to disappoint them.
Bill Gasiamis 55:03
And we don’t want to give them hope, where there isn’t any. And they’re doing it from a perspective of a non stroke survivor. Even though they’re working stroke, even though they understand what’s going on. They are they’ve never lived the experience. And they are coming at it from somebody who is naive in that space.
Bill Gasiamis 55:25
So there’s a couple of things kind of working against them to give us the appropriate information about what is happening and why they say what they say about the six month period. recovery continues forever. I know people who have interviewed who have said that had an arm movement came back 10 years later.
Bill Gasiamis 55:46
Wow. And that was by Imagine, not that they would know. But I imagine it was because what we spoke about earlier, I learned non use, yes. At the beginning, they thought their hand isn’t working. Therefore they didn’t use it. They weren’t encouraged to butter their bread with the effect at hand. And 10 years down the track.
Bill Gasiamis 56:09
The hand was just sitting there idly by waiting for somebody to rehabilitate it. And when they got curious about it, and thought, of let’s see if I can get something back with this. And let’s see if I can rehabilitate it. That’s when the hands started to go. Yeah, thanks for that. Appreciate. Yeah, I can have the hand back, you know?
Andrew Stopps 56:29
Yeah. Like, because I wish someone explained it to me, because that’s, that was, is so clear, and is so like, it’s so obvious to me now, how in the brain hills. Because I just remember thinking that I had this time limit, and yet I’ve seen constant improvement past and emitted in like given to last week, you know, I’m seeing improvement.
Andrew Stopps 56:59
But I don’t think I think it’s not really appropriate for the physios to be giving devices that help people or aid people to use their non non effective side. Like, let me think of something like devices that help you hold a knife like, you know, properly or just just, or in a car, like a steering wheel device who you have to, you can do with one hand.
Andrew Stopps 57:38
All those things, you know, are great, if you have actually only got one hand. But if you’ve got another hand, you’ve you’ve, you’ve got to use it. You’ve got to use it.
Bill Gasiamis 57:51
Yeah, I hear I know exactly what you mean, there’s there is kind of a decreasing of this. That’s it’s also guided by the people who are recovering, right? So there’s some people who will go, and fair enough, I need to drive a new drive now. And I can’t drive with one hand, I need a steering wheel knob thing, whatever.
Bill Gasiamis 58:15
Yeah, called, you know, get get it for me. And so complicated, this whole recovery, and every stroke is different. And everyone’s impacted by differently, and some people aren’t going to get their hand back. Whereas some might. I think that everyone’s has to go after getting it back and see if they can. And then if they can’t, for sure, we need to make sure that people are able to still be not go
Andrew Stopps 58:40
straight to the aids like because they’re impatient. Yeah. Because impatience can drive you to, you know, to doing those and then not using your affected side.
Bill Gasiamis 58:53
Yeah, I was speaking to some stroke, two stroke survivor yesterday. And we’re talking about some of the things that get in the way of helping recovery as well. And I’m going to mention it now because this particular stroke survivor wasn’t told to stop drinking alcohol. And the Australian Stroke Foundation says you have to stop drinking alcohol for at least 12 months. I didn’t drink alcohol for five years.
Bill Gasiamis 59:18
One of the reasons is because the brain is brain is already inflamed. And what alcohol does is inflames it further. And what, what they want to do? Well we want to do is we want to decrease the things that inflame the brain, so that we can give it more chance for the neurons that are sleepy to come up to come awake, so that we can utilize them and then support them and strengthen them.
Bill Gasiamis 59:43
So the reason I mentioned that to this other gentleman was because he was waiting to get his skull reinstalled in his brain because they removed it when he had his stroke because he had a lot of swelling and inflammation. If the doctors are saying to him until the inflammation goes down, we cannot put the skull back in place.
Bill Gasiamis 1:00:07
So he’ll eventually get it back. And when he told me that and told me at the same time, or a few minutes later told me that he was drinking a couple of beers every so often. I realized that he’s getting in the way of getting his skull back. Yeah, he’s continuing to do things that will inflame the brain will keep it swell, swelled, will will stop them from putting the skull on.
Bill Gasiamis 1:00:33
And the thing that he’s most motivated to see is this callback on his head, so that he’s going to feel more like himself is going to start to identify himself much. And even those types of things in I would have thought that in this situation, he would have been told, in no uncertain terms, you should not be doing any of these things.
Bill Gasiamis 1:00:56
One of them being drink alcohol from now on. Yeah, so would I, but especially when you’ve got like nerf skull, yeah, but it was missed, right. And that’s the thing, sometimes we get in our own way, because we need to go back to what you said, Life, or the way we used to do things quickly, because we’re impatient. And we don’t understand that there’s a, there’s been a line drawn in the sand and things are different now.
Bill Gasiamis 1:01:22
And our old patterns of behaviors need to be modified because they don’t serve, some of them won’t serve us with this new way that we have to go about life or your skills that we have to learn or the stuff we have to overcome. And it’s really important to be able to kind of understand that there has to be a shift what was good for you before stroke may not be good for you now and you can just park it pocket for now.
Bill Gasiamis 1:01:49
And pick it up later. If it’s worthy. If it’s worth it, you can pick it up later. But for right now, some of those things you have to park one of them 100% is alcohol. So I’m not sure if you were told about alcohol.
Meditation And Hyperbaric Chambers
Andrew Stopps 1:02:01
No, it wasn’t, but I don’t really drink anyway. So it’s like, you know, I wasn’t me since the tumor. And alcohol had a different effect. I mean, it wasn’t pleasant. So I stopped drinking. And so
Bill Gasiamis 1:02:16
back to you like so for me, I don’t drink because it makes me feel like I’m having another stroke.
Andrew Stopps 1:02:22
For me. It it made me feel sick. Yeah. Yeah. It just wasn’t pleasant. It led it wasn’t a pleasant feeling. And so like, so I stopped drinking years ago, after after the tumor, and so yeah, like, now, you know, having a stroke. I haven’t missed it. So but but I know a bit about the inflammation as well, like, like, I’ve been reading about that. So I, I mean, that’s one of the other reasons I got the hyperbaric was to try and reduce
Bill Gasiamis 1:03:00
the inflammation. Let’s talk about that. Yeah, like climbing into a hyperbaric chamber. And how long does it last for how long does it take? And what do you notice?
Andrew Stopps 1:03:10
So I, I had it for three months in the house. It’s like a really thick plastic tube. And it has a little seat inside it. And basically, your breathing, really, through a mask or a cannula in your nose, really, highly oxygenated air. Almost, you know, 100% Pure bubble close to it.
Andrew Stopps 1:03:37
They raised the the air pressure inside the chamber to one and a half or two times the normal air pressure. So what it does is it forces the oxygen into the cells. I found I was in the chamber for an hour and a half every day. And I I couldn’t wait to get in there. It was I loved it. It was like having a little little cocoon.
Andrew Stopps 1:04:03
I just get a blanket in there. And I had my headphones and listen to meditations. And I would just meditate. guided meditations. And just doing that for an hour and a half every day it was it was the best. I mean, if I could afford to buy one, I’d buy one. I just did. You know, it was so good. So good.
Bill Gasiamis 1:04:23
Did you notice improvements in the deficits that help in that way? Is that what you experienced?
Andrew Stopps 1:04:30
Yeah, well, well, I did actually. But you know, I don’t know if it’s it was the the act of the hyperbaric and the oxygen or it was the fact that for an hour and a half every day
Andrew Stopps 1:04:43
I was meditating and I was calm. And I wasn’t thinking about everything. Or a combination of both. I don’t know what it was but I definitely saw improvement. combination of both for sure. Absolutely.
Bill Gasiamis 1:04:55
Meditation is is like a superpower if you can meditate and you You can put yourself into a state of calm and create the right environment, healing will happen it does.
Bill Gasiamis 1:05:07
But then the hyperbaric doing it in hyperbaric with oxygen in that state is definitely an Amen. What a combination of the two things to do. I love that you meditated. So you’re, are you meditating, sitting down lying down? How do you
Andrew Stopps 1:05:26
so it’s like it, you kind of get a either seat in there and, but it’s sort of laid back seat. So it’s, it’s not an upright seat. So you’re kind of laying back in the seat. It’s really, really comfortable. And you and you have a I had a thick blanket in there as well.
Andrew Stopps 1:05:43
So I was cocooned in this chamber, and the chamber gets really warm after a while but not like uncomfortably warm, but just nice warm. So yeah, it was just such a safe space. Especially after the stroke, you know, and when everything in your world is is chaotic, it was such a nice, calm, safe space for me. I really loved it.
Bill Gasiamis 1:06:13
Have you been able to recreate that feeling? Same bed with a warm blanket?
Andrew Stopps 1:06:21
Yeah, well, I still keep on meditating. Every day. I’m just on my bed, but with a with a warm blanket, but it’s not the same same. You know, it’s like I have an eye mask as well. So it’s a you know, a blackout. But yeah, there’s some there’s that one element missing? Yeah, look. Yeah, yeah.
Bill Gasiamis 1:06:46
Yeah, I love it. So what has stroke taught you?
Andrew Stopps 1:06:52
Oh, my God, so much, so much. I mean, where do I start? I guess the most important thing, the the most important thing has taught me is that Andrew stops is potential. Andrew stops us not musician, or husband or educator, or any of the other labels that that society gives us. Andrew stops as potential. That’s, that’s what it’s told me.
Bill Gasiamis 1:07:28
It’s brilliant. I love that. On that note, Andrew, thank you so much for reaching out. And being on the podcast. I really appreciate you connecting with me. And I’m so happy to have you on the show. And I’m glad that you’ve come such a long way, especially since you’ve had that experience earlier on in your life in your mid 20s. And, and striking that you’ve come out of both of those. And you still talk about your potential. I love it.
Andrew Stopps 1:07:58
Yeah. Yeah. Thanks. Thanks a lot. I really enjoy being here. Thanks for having me.
Bill Gasiamis 1:08:03
That’s right, man. Oh, wow, what a chat, Andrew, thank you. I’m gonna edit this and put all my intros and outros in. And it’ll be up in about two weeks. I’ll let you know when it’s up. Yep. I love your work, man. I love what you’re doing. Congratulations. And keep going. If there’s anything you need from me just reach out. If you got to ask if you’re not sure about something, if you want to do the old did this happen to you? Or just let me know.
Andrew Stopps 1:08:32
Yeah. Yeah. Like, I was really, like, I had such an aha moment when you were describing what happens in the brain. Like with the penumbra, like, Oh, it’s just going oh, my God, why didn’t someone tell me? This is genius. That was perfect. Thanks, man.
Bill Gasiamis 1:08:49
You’re welcome. And it’s the same thing that I went through. I had to do constant and never ending research. You google you name it. And then yeah, I was getting these aha moments again. Okay. All right. I can, I can breathe a sigh of relief, I can deal with that. I can approach it differently.
Bill Gasiamis 1:09:07
It’s just I don’t blame doctors and nurses because they do a great job. I mean, without him, we wouldn’t be here. But somebody, there’s going to be some middle person, a liaison that says, here’s a thing. And all it is is like a list of words or stuff. And then and then there’s a paragraph in the middle of the book about it. Just go there and have a bit of a look.
Andrew Stopps 1:09:32
Yeah, well, well, I’ve contacted the local hospital a couple of times now, and just said, Look, can I go in and just sit with newly stroke patients and just answer any questions or just talk to them about their experience? Because, you know, as a teacher, I’m like police checks and everything so that I don’t have to worry about any of that.
Andrew Stopps 1:09:56
But that’s it’s too hard for the hospitals to organize it Um, and which is such a shame because like, from the oldest stroke survivors I’ve talked to, they will, you know, they all said they would love to have had someone, they could just sit with them for 20 minutes, you know, in the hospital and just, you know, show them what’s possible.
Bill Gasiamis 1:10:15
Can you not do it even as a just a guest to the ward? Like? Can you not even just be somebody who turns up and goes for a walk around the ward?
Andrew Stopps 1:10:26
I don’t know. I mean.
Bill Gasiamis 1:10:32
I mean, with their blessing. You know how sometimes. There’s preachers that go around or I don’t know who but there’s sometimes there’s some advocates that you see flooding around the place. I wonder if they could just let you do it like that?
Andrew Stopps 1:10:48
Yeah, well, there’s a Stroke Foundation here. But they’re so underfunded. And I’ve tried to work with them. And like, I mean, even when they came out to visit me, they didn’t come to visit me two or three months after my stroke. And they stayed for like 20 minutes and gave me some pamphlets and left.
Andrew Stopps 1:11:04
And it was useless. So I’ve tried to approach them as well, to ask, you know, if they could organize for me to go in hospital, I really like to do that. I really would like to do that. Because, you know, we we both know how scary it is. You know, when you’re laying in hospital, and you don’t know what the hell’s going on.
Bill Gasiamis 1:11:28
They need reassurance I immediately seek out somebody through the family that had had a brain hemorrhage in his 20s as well. And I never met the guy before, but he just happened to turn up on my doorstep, literally two bloody weeks before my brain surgery. And he had had brain surgery.
Bill Gasiamis 1:11:47
So it was like, oh, man, this is exactly what I needed. We went through a real lengthy conversation about what to expect and what’s going to happen later and all that it was absolutely a game changer. I went into surgery instead of being anxious and afraid. I went in, being really calm and confident. Just changed everything.
Andrew Stopps 1:12:11
Well, I knew that my dad had a stroke. In the early 2000s, my dad passed away in 2018. So I couldn’t talk to him about it. But I remember, he had had a stroke. And like, he fully recovered, like literally, like we would never know, for the latter part of his life. And so I just kept hanging on to that.
Andrew Stopps 1:12:35
Like, if my dad can have a stroke and fully recover, then so alive. But yeah, I would have really liked to just had someone who, you know, I can ask questions. Is this normal? is filling this normal? Am I having another stroke? It was that normal, you know?
Bill Gasiamis 1:12:54
Reach out anytime, honestly. Well, yes, I mean, it just send me an email. I always get my emails and we can do a quick catch up zoom call or whatever. Or we can just send you a message back. Anytime now. Oh, lovely. Thank you. That’s great. Just give me just give me a 7am Start by around 7am is when the world is okay for me anything before that?
Bill Gasiamis 1:13:17
Then I’m stuff. No, no worries. All right, my appreciate it so much. I will get in touch with you and let you know when it’s live. Okay, thanks a lot. Have a great day. See ya. Thanks for joining us on today’s episode to learn more about my guests including links to their social media and other pages.
Bill Gasiamis 1:13:39
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Bill Gasiamis 1:14:28
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